too tired

im really tired

i wanna cry

but i just hv no tears to fall

DAD already counted for me .

i'been here over a hundred days

to be honest, i do miss my family now

i want my dad

i miss my sneaky bro and bitchy sis and cranky mum.

but im sure v gonna hv a lot of bickering again

well of coz when im moving back there

i miss my old times

i miss my childhood

except the aweful part

i miss all of us together

i miss the peaceful moment

i miss dad wipe my tears by his hand when everytime tears on my face

i miss the last time mum kiss on my cheek

i miss the apple pie and red bean buns that my sis bought me

i miss the hugs from my beloved bro

i miss to be with my buddies

oh god i still remember how we really met each other

i had so much memory in my head

i used to have a lot of dreams in my head

but im getting lost

im getting old , more responsibility on my shoulders

i still remember what was my dreamed ocupation

lol, silly me. let it go. but i still wish that it will be happened someday

today , boss remember to give me the movies usb

nice, thank god i met a good boss.

actually 3 of them r very good to me

thank you so much so much for putting me in this shop

but more i know, more im afraid of.

having 2 sides faces aint my strength.

but im trying to learn

i know my EQ is becoming better

but sometimes i really wanna spit it out.

the gal in my shop

i have no ideas of who she is

she is changed

not the one i know anymore

interpersonal is really such a long life learning that i would never have enough time to understand them all

especailly the emotional temper

i aint perfect

but at least i wont pull a long face with my friends for no reasons or try to make them feel sad

people are so difficult

may be im so difficult

well, yes ,i am 

but not her type

sigh im getting more and more unhappy in this shop

ohh my thongs broken today , im glad it did broken in the shop , not on the street.

im glad Big W is doing price cut.

i bought myself a new thongs ! very cheap and comfort !

and went to ren ren and  shopping Again

how i can save my money if i keep doing shopping.

ohh leave it , at least shopping made me feel better

now i know why dad did a lot of shopping.

seems i typed a long one

Xanga, how could i live without you.

很想去ESCAPEＦＲＯＭ　一Ｄ野

原來有Ｄ傷係永遠都唔會好

每次提起。都會叫人再一次心痛

係我的問題？

係我的責任？

開始覺得好孤單

開始唔知可以同邊一個講

開始唔知邊１個先係信得過

因為你地咁

我唔想。唔係

應該話我唔敢比太高希望期望

我唔想好似你地咁。

都唔開心既

點解可以咁煩？

個人已經攰了

但個心。重攰

我的小時候

減去被人打得要死的日子.

其實也是蠻開心的

最愛看電影

直到現在也是

由細到大

最專一的就是電影.

對此我無法花心

哈哈

我真的有點兒想家了.

但我知道

當我回到那裡, 我最終還是不想待在那裡

大概是..怕了.

我太喜歡一個人的感覺

沒有喧嘩沒有吵嘴

平淡簡單的生活

我現在已經擁有了

感謝上天

謝謝你給我的快樂時光

但我清楚知道.這不會是長久

這幾天,

我一直在想

明年今天我會在做什麼

我心裡還有很多事想做

但我更知道還有更多責任要我去背負

想到這裡

我就不敢想下去了

太可怕了

想得太遠

太離現實

我現已開始懷念未完結的今天

我很想能帶給你們幸福

但.

好像..

我根本沒有這種能力.